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♥i hate how much i love you♥
♥December 09, 2007 ♥

Sana hindi ka nalang nagpakita. Sana hindi nalang tayo nag usap. Kung alam ko lang sana na sasaktan mo lang ulit ako edi sana hindi ako pumayag. Ganun lang pala ako kadali palitan. Yun lang pala yun halaga ko para sayo. Kasinungalingan lang pala lahat ng sinulat mo. I was too stupid and shallow to believe in the things that you wrote. Sana hindi ko nalang tinanggap. Kaya pala sabi mo wag na kita hintayin. May iba ka na kasi. Bakit mo ba kelangan gawin saken 'to? Wala naman akong ginawang masama diba? You didn't even invite me to your gig and when I said I wanted to go, you said wag na kasi magulo mga kasama mo. Sana dinerecho mo nalang ako. Sana sinabi mo nalang na "Wag ka nalang pumunta kasi may iba akong kasama." Hindi yun parang tinataboy mo ako tas lumalabas na may pakialam ka. Ang ganda ng birthday and Christmas gift mo saken. Sobrang unforgettable. Thank you for hurting me again. Nag uusap kame sa friendster ng friend mo. I told her about us and how much I love you. Now I find it nonsense. I was right when I told you on the phone na isang hanapan lang sayo okay na. Di katulad ko, I have to wait for another you pero alam ko namang hindi darating yun kasi walang makakapalit sayo. Sana alam mo kung gaano kasakit. I'm sure kasi na you don't understand how I feel because you never felt this way. Sana you didn't treat me like you treated your other girls. Yung parang kung ano yun ginagawa mo for them ginagawa mo rin saken. Ayoko kasing marinig na I'm just one of them na pag nasawa ka iiwan mo nalang basta basta.

Now I don't know how to end this. Andami ko pang gustong sabihin sayo pero para saan pa?

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