uhh... I've been so broken lately. Alam mo yun feeling na you want to talk to that person pero sobrang bitter niya sayo? You're afraid to give time to that person kasi he/she might fall in love with someone else (unless love ka niya talaga). Hmm... Have you ever felt na that person is bragging that he/she is happy with his/her life or maybe he/she has never felt better since you've been gone? Have you ever felt na you're blaming yourself kasi feel mo it's all your fault? Have you been so hurt kasi that person might be going out with another person eh the truth is akala niya may nililigawan ka or nagpapaligaw ka eh sa totoo lang hinahayaan mo nalang yun tao na yun? (unfair, right?) Have you ever wondered if things will be okay for the two of you? What if super sakit? Makakayanan mo pa ba? Have you ever been told by that person na he/she had lost interest about your relationship? You're feeling hopeless na..? Hmm... last question, have you ever felt na you want him/her back and live normally again with that super special person?
Sometimes it's hard to say NO when you really mean YES, it's hard to close your eyes when you really wanna see, it's hard to forget if you really can't, but the hardest thing to do is to LET GO when your heart says, "NO, NOT YET.." =(
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Super happy ako ngayon :] hehe :] You've Got It All. :'] Anyway, antagal kong hindi naka-net kasi nagka-virus un pc namen. Ayun. Naka laptop lang ako. Hmp. Uhh... Sama ako manuod ng Pirates 3! Don't forget me! Ambaduy ng pasok ko. Sa May 28 na :( boohoo.. Bukas orientation ko. Kasama ko si Edjim! Weeee!!! Andun rin yata si Luigi. hehe :] Hmm... Plan for today: GO TO THE DENTIST. haha! Lagi kasi ako tinatamad eh! Dapat nung April pa ako pumunta. hehe ayun. Naiinis ako kay Bam. Basta. Ayoko sa kanya. Hmp! Got a new fone na rin sa wakas! haha! Natutuwa ako kay Ethel kasi nagttext siya habang naliligo siya. ahaha :] Ganun rin kasi ako. Ganun kame mag-bonding ng fone ko. Kasama ko siya san man ako magpunta. ahaha! :]Tinetext ako ni Kabayo! Grabe! Ankulit! Di ko na nga nirereplyan magttext paren. Kulit! Anyway, sa tagal kong hindi nakapag internet, yun friendster ko punung-puno na ng comments at di ko alam kung pano ko silang marereplyan! ahaha! :] Uhh... Tinatamad ako umalis ng bahay. Pede ba punta nalang tayo kila Bebs? hehe :]
It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone
And nothing's changed at all
Wasn't I supposed to be someone
Who can face the things that I've been running from...
Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I...Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little...
I've become much too good at being invincible
I'm an expert at play it safe, and keep it cool
But I swear this isn't who I'm meant to be
I refuse to let my life roll all over me...
Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I...
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little...
I wanna be somebody
I, I wanna be somebody
I wanna be somebody
I, I wanna be somebody who can face the things that I've been running from
Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I...
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little...
It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone
And nothing's changed at all
It's a song sung by Haley James Scott in OTH. :] It's called LET ME FALL. This is how I feel ngayon. hehe =p
