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♥i don't blame you anymore that's too much pain to store♥
♥June 24, 2007 ♥

Went to Tagaytay with Ate Grace and Papa today. We ate lunch tsaka bumili ng stuff for our garden. :]

MONDAY, JUNE 25, 2007

uhh.. I'm not okay. Everything seems to be so confusing. Everything's complicated. Life is better in school, true true. It's where I forget my problems and just focus in one thing, Hmm... Anyway, I'm in I-Nook right now. I'm waiting for Max kasi. 5 pa siya aalis eh wala siyang kasama kaya ayun. hehe :] Kinakabahan ako sa result ng Algeb quiz ko! haha :] 42/60 ang passing score. hehe :] May quiz pa ako bukas sa Bible Study. haaayy... Aral ulit mamaya. haha :] Ayun. wala na ako masabe.

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♥overdue♥
♥June 16, 2007 ♥

Debut na ni Ate ngayon! :] Went to SM para bumili ng sleep wear for her debut. hehe :] Ayun. Andame nagtetext saken! My gad! 6:30 am palang nag tutut na phone ko! haha :] Ayun. Punta kami ng salon mamaya :] I bought new shoes nga pala ulit. haha :] La lang :P wala nanaman akong ma-kwento. boohoo

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♥it's the heart that really matters in the end♥
♥June 15, 2007 ♥

Home again! hehe :] It's Ate Grace's debut tomorrow. :] Anyway, mum is going to US on Sunday. Ayun. Sleepy na ako. I'll update nalang bukas. Tamad rin ako mag upload ng pics sa multiply. haha :P

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♥Someday I Will Forget♥
♥June 13, 2007 ♥

Back from Malaysia. Wala pa akong tulog. My gad. Headache ang inabot ko. haha! Tas pag pasok ko quiz kaagad! My gaaaaaaad! haha! Tas ginawa ba naman akong Barbie nila Love! haha! Minake-upan ako! Waaaahhh!!! haha! Ayun. Grabe. Na-miss ko pumasok sa SDA Building! haha! Tas ang ganda ganda ng room namen sa hotel. haha :] Hmm... Bangag talaga akoooooooo. haha :] Uhh.. alam mo ba, nung nag-shshopping kame (wala akong nabili. T_T) yung mga tao sinusundan ako tas hinihingi yun name ko. My goodness! Kaduro! Tas kinindatan pa ako. Hiyaaaaaaaaakk! haha :] Anyway, mamaya na un pictures. nakay mum kasi yun camera. :P

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♥LETTING GO♥
♥June 09, 2007 ♥

I still recall the words you said to me. It's what you did not say that sets me free..

NOW HOW CAN I FIND PEACE OF MIND WHEN YOU KEEP COMING BACK AGAIN? IT'S NOT OKAY FOR YOU TO PLAY THIS GAME OF SEESAW WITH MY HEAD.

Now it hurts too much And it hits too hard And I won't play this part.

So now I say the things I want to say Sometimes it's better letting go this way I'll always know Down in my soul We really had so far to go I've given all I have to give, And now it's time for me to live

AND I WON'T LOOK BACK AND I WON'T REGRET THOUGH ~~IT HURTS LIKE HELL SOMEDAY I WILL FORGET.~~

It's funny how we seem to end up here I never thought i'd see this all disappear Don't call me Don't write Don't show up in the middle of the night You know that We needed Some time and space to breathe in

This is letting go

This is... Don't call me Don't write Don't show up in the middle of the night You know that We needed Some time and space to breathe in Don't call me Don't write Don't show up in the middle of the night Don't say that, you've been thinking Cause I know it's just the drink in you

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♥It's what you did not say that sets me free♥
♥June 08, 2007 ♥

Bitterness and pride. Two things that destroy a relationship. (Scratch that part. We're already done na pala.) Talked to Lyra on the phone. Poured out my feelings pero di pa lahat. hehe. I feel so bad. I try to talk to him na nga ng maayos pero napaka bitter niya. True, true. I miss him. The hard truth is that I still love him. Max said di naman daw mawawala ang love, ma-oover ka lang daw. It hurts like hell! I have to go through every damn day remembering that I don't have my monster anymore. ='( I feel like I want to get back together again with him but part of me wants to move on since my life doesn't revolve in him only. Anyway, I had a chance to talk to him awhile ago. He had been pointing all of my mistakes. Of course I felt guilty but he doesn't have to do that. Binabaan ko na nga yun pride ko na makipag-usap. Bakit hanggang ngayon parang nasasayahan pa rin siyang saktan ako?

Leaving for Malaysia tomorrow. I'm so excited. Anyway, I have to sleep. I haven't packed my things yet. haha.

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♥Prying Eyes♥
♥June 02, 2007 ♥

So good to be back home again :] As you can see, I have privatized my blog to protect myself from "prying eyes". haha :] hmm... Anu ba pedeng kwento? Kim and I are going to meet on Monday in EGI. Anyone who wants to join? haha! Honga pala. Went shopping today in SM. :] haha. Hmm.. Ayun. Miss ko na kayong lahat!

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