Well.. Everything's a mess. Every week has a deadline for school works. Veeeeeeeeeeery streeeeeeeesssssssing. Midterm exams next week then after than BORA! Time to relax! haha :)
PE today. Grabe. I'm so lame at ball serving. haha! lame lame lame. I'm not myself kanina pa. I mean while playing volleyball, nasa harap na yun ball and I didn't hit it. Lame! haayyy... okay lang yun. haha :)
Nagtown yung iba jan! How was it? Sorry di ako makasama :( Punta ako November 10 sa bene. Susunduin ko si Rina babe. Hang out kame sa town. hehe. Talked to her last night sa phone. Mejo telebabad. haha :) It was so overwhelming to hear from a friend. Yikeeee. haha :)
Ayun. I have to do REFELCTION PAPER... AGAIN. Boo.
Unfair is when you had given your best and still was left behind. Unfair is when you had been true to him and all you had were lies and promises. Unfair is when you chose him over anybody else and he choose another one over you. Unfair is when you never ask him to stay but he promised he will but later on walk away. Unfair is when he had moved on and you were left stranded. Unfair, isn't it?
I miss...
- waking up early on Saturdays just to dress up and look pretty for him.
- hugging him while watching movies.
- goodbye kisses.
- texting him.
- the iloveyous.
- riding buses every Fridays just to meet up with him.
- going to bene just to see him.
- holding hands with him.
- talking to him.
- his pang-aasar.
- being sweety sweety.
- HIM.
- US.
Labels: broken, lugubrious
This is quite a drastic week for me. This is the first time that I have encountered someone whom I know and who is sort of close to me committed suicide. I was shocked when Matt and Christom whispered it to me on a rainy Monday morning. We went to her wake yesterday. The question why kept on playing in my mind as I looked at her unpeaceful body. She never mentioned her problems to us. No one really knows the reason why she killed herself. Please pray for her soul.
Anyway, instead of going to US this December, my Mother decided to go spend Christmas vacation in Cebu so that our cousins can come with us too. I found a brochure somewhere in my old stuff. I don't know how it got there. Haha. We will go to Bora after my Midterms! Excited na ko! Malapit na!
Matutulog ako sa bahay ni Bebs bukas! haha! Sabay kame ni Edjim punta dun then sabay kame balik sa Benilde ng Thursday morning. Weeeee!! Hehe. Ayun.
Labels: Ugly days
