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♥Soooooo Good♥
♥December 29, 2007 ♥

Ilang days nalang New Year na! ahaha! :) Miss ko na si Bri Bri. Malapit na kame magkita! Yey! :) We're going to have our very first actual date on January 7, 2008. :) haha! Grabe. He's such a sweet guy. Kilala na siya nila parents! :) Anyway nag-shopping kame kahapon sa Greenhills. Naubos ko yun 2k. haha! Andami kong tops na nabili. :) I bought shoes from seventeen. I got it for 400 pesos. Sale kasi eh. From 648 to 400 pesos, not bad. :) And then after mag shopping, we went to Tita Claire's house along Tandang Sora. May get-together party kasi. Ayun. Nag Magic Mic lang kame hanggang 2+ am. haha! And then tinawagan ako ni Brian! nag-usap kame for 24 minutes and 9 seconds. haha :) Tas nanalo daw siya sa poker ng 800 pesos. ahaha!

I want PSP. haha :) Bibilhan kami ni Ma ng Wii. I don't know when kasi nagpapapili siya kay Tito Dave. Ayun. hehe :) Lapit na kame magkita ni Bri Bri. Excited na ako :)

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♥I thought Christmas brings good cheer. NOT.♥
♥December 25, 2007 ♥

May bago na akong adik-adikan. Mulan. haha :) Yes. Walt Disney's Mulan. Saya saya! Na-mememorize ko na. ahaha :) Anyway, red na red na ako dahil kanina pa ako umiinom ng wine. haha :) Merry Christmas. I still don't feel like it's Christmas. I don't feel it's spirit. Gad! May nag papaputok pa dito. Putukan ko sila eh. Ingay ingay.

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♥I Hate Holidays♥
♥December 24, 2007 ♥

Dude. Christmas na. I don't feel like it's Christmas already. Wala pa akong binibigyan ng gift. Even my family. Wala gift. haha :) DL me nga pala. I have GPA of 3.4473! Yey! Pamasko galing kay Superfriend! :) I'm sleepy na. I have choir practice pa tomorrow morning. Haayy.. I miss vodka. hmp.

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♥Happy :)♥
♥December 19, 2007 ♥

Antagal ni Briaaaaaaan. Sabay kame mag lunch today :) Di kame nakalabas nung birthday ko. :( Salamat pala sa mga bumati nung birthday ko. Naalala niyo ko. haha :) I'm so happy :) Excited na ko! ehehe. Briaaaaaan! :) Patsy! May Starbucks planner na ko! yey! Brian helped me! haha :) saya saya nung birthday ko kasi mga 12am kasama ko siya sa rooftop ng dorm namin. :) siya una nag greet saken. :) kinikilig ako. haha :) geh na. ready na ko. paalis na daw siya sa house. yey!

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♥i can't believe you're hurting me♥
♥December 11, 2007 ♥

it's amazing ...
how your voice makes every
bad thing fade away.
how i need to hear your voice
at the end of every day.
when something goes wrong,
you're the one i wanna tell it to.
but the most incredible thing is,
how much i'm in love with you
some girls claim that they're in love..
the next day it's with someone new.
some girls say they know what i'm
feeling.. and sometimes that is true.
some girls wanna know what real love
is.. but they never will because i got you
she has those SiLLY qUoTeS in her
profile. and he`ll never know they
are always about him

Labels: love

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♥i hate how much i love you♥
♥December 09, 2007 ♥

Sana hindi ka nalang nagpakita. Sana hindi nalang tayo nag usap. Kung alam ko lang sana na sasaktan mo lang ulit ako edi sana hindi ako pumayag. Ganun lang pala ako kadali palitan. Yun lang pala yun halaga ko para sayo. Kasinungalingan lang pala lahat ng sinulat mo. I was too stupid and shallow to believe in the things that you wrote. Sana hindi ko nalang tinanggap. Kaya pala sabi mo wag na kita hintayin. May iba ka na kasi. Bakit mo ba kelangan gawin saken 'to? Wala naman akong ginawang masama diba? You didn't even invite me to your gig and when I said I wanted to go, you said wag na kasi magulo mga kasama mo. Sana dinerecho mo nalang ako. Sana sinabi mo nalang na "Wag ka nalang pumunta kasi may iba akong kasama." Hindi yun parang tinataboy mo ako tas lumalabas na may pakialam ka. Ang ganda ng birthday and Christmas gift mo saken. Sobrang unforgettable. Thank you for hurting me again. Nag uusap kame sa friendster ng friend mo. I told her about us and how much I love you. Now I find it nonsense. I was right when I told you on the phone na isang hanapan lang sayo okay na. Di katulad ko, I have to wait for another you pero alam ko namang hindi darating yun kasi walang makakapalit sayo. Sana alam mo kung gaano kasakit. I'm sure kasi na you don't understand how I feel because you never felt this way. Sana you didn't treat me like you treated your other girls. Yung parang kung ano yun ginagawa mo for them ginagawa mo rin saken. Ayoko kasing marinig na I'm just one of them na pag nasawa ka iiwan mo nalang basta basta.

Now I don't know how to end this. Andami ko pang gustong sabihin sayo pero para saan pa?

Labels: broken

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♥it's you i need all this time. :(♥
♥December 07, 2007 ♥

No matter how hard I try and cry he won't come back. :(

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♥Pasko naaaaa♥
♥December 01, 2007 ♥

December naaaaaaaa. Lapit na birthday ko tsaka ni Bebs! :)

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