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♥Stupidity♥
♥August 14, 2007 ♥

I'm done with my Ordev reflection papers! Weeeeee! haha :] I'm going to do the Bible of My Life on Saturday and Sunday... and Monday. ahaha :] Anyway, wala talaga. Di siya nagttext. I don't understand him. Siguro for him okay lang kame pero for me... it's not. This isn't normal. I'm hurt. Relationship needs commitment. Commitment of time and effort. It's about prioritizing. It seems like I'm the only one who cares for the relationship. Relationship should be give and take. No. Di kame ganyan. Ako give ng give, siya take ng take. Gusto pa niya na siya yun susuyuin ko. Ano ba ako?! I don't know what to do anymore. I go with flow but everytime I let myself be carried away mas nasasaktan ako. I feel like there's no point of fighting for us anymore. I'm afraid that if I break up with him I might regret it in the end. Ehem. I feel so stupid na :(

kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat