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♥It's what you did not say that sets me free♥
♥June 08, 2007 ♥

Bitterness and pride. Two things that destroy a relationship. (Scratch that part. We're already done na pala.) Talked to Lyra on the phone. Poured out my feelings pero di pa lahat. hehe. I feel so bad. I try to talk to him na nga ng maayos pero napaka bitter niya. True, true. I miss him. The hard truth is that I still love him. Max said di naman daw mawawala ang love, ma-oover ka lang daw. It hurts like hell! I have to go through every damn day remembering that I don't have my monster anymore. ='( I feel like I want to get back together again with him but part of me wants to move on since my life doesn't revolve in him only. Anyway, I had a chance to talk to him awhile ago. He had been pointing all of my mistakes. Of course I felt guilty but he doesn't have to do that. Binabaan ko na nga yun pride ko na makipag-usap. Bakit hanggang ngayon parang nasasayahan pa rin siyang saktan ako?

Leaving for Malaysia tomorrow. I'm so excited. Anyway, I have to sleep. I haven't packed my things yet. haha.

kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat