uhh... I've been so broken lately. Alam mo yun feeling na you want to talk to that person pero sobrang bitter niya sayo? You're afraid to give time to that person kasi he/she might fall in love with someone else (unless love ka niya talaga). Hmm... Have you ever felt na that person is bragging that he/she is happy with his/her life or maybe he/she has never felt better since you've been gone? Have you ever felt na you're blaming yourself kasi feel mo it's all your fault? Have you been so hurt kasi that person might be going out with another person eh the truth is akala niya may nililigawan ka or nagpapaligaw ka eh sa totoo lang hinahayaan mo nalang yun tao na yun? (unfair, right?) Have you ever wondered if things will be okay for the two of you? What if super sakit? Makakayanan mo pa ba? Have you ever been told by that person na he/she had lost interest about your relationship? You're feeling hopeless na..? Hmm... last question, have you ever felt na you want him/her back and live normally again with that super special person?
Sometimes it's hard to say NO when you really mean YES, it's hard to close your eyes when you really wanna see, it's hard to forget if you really can't, but the hardest thing to do is to LET GO when your heart says, "NO, NOT YET.." =(
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