presenting... me in bene! ahaha :)

Lyra, Me and Marc. (umepal si Marc eh)

pammy and me :) (in gala uniform)

Oh my Gawd! Di ko na kaya ang magtimpi na hindi mag-blog! I don't know. Kasi parang there are bunch of stories that I wanna share eh. Hmm.. Let's start sa pangyayari kanina sa classroom kaya ako na-badtrip. Ang maniac ni M.J.! Shit! Di ako maka-react. Diba Lyra? Ang dami kasi nila eh. Grrr! I despise them. Tapos nag-start na yun Gettysburg Address kanina. Geez! Di pa ko natatawag. Pero no choice... Lahat naman kami ay tatawagin diba? hehe.. :) Di ko pa memorize yun last sentence eh. Ang haba kasi. Grrr! hehe :) Ayun, tas nag-open forum ulit kami ni Ate Grace kagabi. And may lagnat siya ngayon... Awww.. :( May nabasa akong blog na sobrang na-iinspire ako sa mga love thingy na sinulat niya dun... Tama.. Actually lahat ng sinabi niya tama. Shet! Maybe tama nga... I've fallen out of love na. :) Sooooo over! :) I'm happy na. Super okay na ko. Badtrip. May P.A. bukas. Shet. Sana di ko maka-tabi si GP. Tatawa nanaman kasi ako eh! haha :) May deal kami ni Lyra. Kasi may scandal kami kaninang Geom sa camera ko and sa camera niya. ahaha :) Secret. ahaha :) Lyra! Ang butas ng ilong! Honga pala... Track and field ulit kanina nung P.E. ahaha :) Sana di sumakit legs ko. :( hehe :P Ay lammu ba.. Nag-picture picture kami nila classmates kanina :) ehehe :) Tapos sobrang na-ve-vain-an na saken si Gian. ahaha :) Sorry! haha :P Tapos may picture kami ni Popo. ahaha :) Trip trip nila Philip. Gulo niyo! haha :) ikinahihiya ko kayo! Shet! ahaha :) Bakit ganun? Kung kelan mag-eend na yun schoolyear tsaka ko lang sila naging ka-close? Oh mehn. This sucks. Ang mushy nanaman. Sana matagal pa ang panahon para mag-bonding bonding pa kami. Haaayy... Lapit na pala prom. hehe :P Lapit na ko maging Senior. Tapos mag-ggraduate na ko. Oh no.... haha :P Ay may papakilala daw si Chez saken. aha :P sinu kaya yun? haha :)

1. flashing your smile to someone you don't want to see
2. bringing back the feeling you've learned toforget
3. showing that you care
4. finding a way to mend a broken heart (awww.. ='C)
5. learning that you've been used by someone you truly love (mas masakit toh.. shet!)
6. saying "i love you" when you mean it and whenyou don't
7. letting go of a person you've just learned to love
8. realizing that you love somebody you've just taken for granted
9. realizing that you love the person you've just broken up with
10. waiting for promises you know she or he'll never keep (oh fuck..!)
11. saying your love for someone who loves somebody else
12. reminiscing the good times u shared together (oh mehn. ='C)
13. shielding your heart to love somebody (yan ako ngayon)
14. trying to hide what you really feel (hindi na.. =))
15. having a commitment w/ someone that you know would not last (*sniff sniff*)
16. trying to hide the tears that voluntarily fall from your eyes (awww.. ako yan dati)
17. sharing the one you love w/ someone else (bullshit!)
18. loving a person too much (oh my gawd. sapol ako!)
19. giving up someone you never thought of giving up
20. falling in love for the first time (yeah yeah..)
21. loving someone you haven't seen
22. having the right love at the wrong time
23. exerting effort to make the relationship last or work (ako nalang lagi... haayy..)
24. not being appreciated when you know you've given your best (never give up beybe!)
25. taking the risk to fall in love again (di pa ata ako ready..)
26. hiding your relationship from someone else (uh-oh!)
27. controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend
28. choosing between two persons whom you really love
29. finding out that you can never have the person you just let go of
30. seeing the person you love with someone else (pak! parang may pako na tumusok sa heart mo nian!)
31. learning that the person who claimed to have loved you so much never really cared (bwiset ka! peste!)
32. seeing the one you love fall for someone else (*sniff sniff sniff*)
33. falling for your best friend and knowing that things can never be the same again (ooopsss!)
34. learning to trust after you have been betrayed (shet ah.. ganyan ako. so sad..)
35. accepting that it was not meant to be (it's so hard!!!!)
36. smiling when all you want to do is cry (oh mehn..)
37. falling and knowing that it can never be
38. not being able to love the person who truly cares for you
39. saying that you can never love a person the way he loves you (hirap sabihin yaneh..)
40. hearing that he can never love you the way that you love him (it hurts! it hurts you know?!)
41. saying that you are over someone you still love (hmm?? no coment)
42. being friends again and learning to let go of each other coz you both know it is better that way (nyeh???!)
43. convincing oneself that you are not in love when you know that you are
44. having to let go because you know that he deserves someone else (pssshh...)
45. trying not to remember how perfect everything used to be (eto pinakamasakit sa lahat!!! para mo na ring sinabing di na mauulit yun dati eh! todo *sniff sniff*!!!)

nakakaiyak naman yun nabasa ko... Yeah... Mahirap nga.. Yan ang mga kabiguan ng buhay... haaayyy... kawawa naman tayo.. Halos lahat naranasan ko na.. yun nasa loob ng "()" haaayy... Ouchie! moments ni Katkat.